FEAR

What is fear? When I sat down to put it into words, I actually found it pretty difficult. The dictonary defines it as  a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., For me, fear is the unknown. I want to have everything planned out, or I at least want to have an idea of what is going to happen. 

I could not pinpoint my biggest fear, it took me about a week. When I finally stopped thinking about it, it was so easy. it was sitting right in front of me. I think most people in the class will relate to it. We compare everything we do, want to do, and can’t do to it. I feel my “fear” is bigger than most.  When I  start to think about it and how it is going to rule my life, I get really bad anxiety and completely tune it. My ears start ringing and I usually want to go to sleep.  Some people in the class might think that my fear it too obvious and did not go deep enough, but I assure you…..im terrified of this shit. 

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